disappointed+sad

erm .. now den write blog lorh .. todae do a little bit of work only laa .. hahax .. cuz .. de questions also veri difficult loh .. den .. haiyo .. see de questions ler den so headache .. haiss .. dunno how 2 study well lerhs. soo sian loh .. now today also do nth .. normally eat n play comp loh .. n oso do a little work lorh .. hahax .. but den hor online .. some ppl again .. make me angry loh .. i is dun wan 2 tok is cuz .. i reali wan 2 forget u .. i reali dun wan to c de past anymore .. de past is dead. look 2 de future .. lky wad mr sam said ... if u r de one hu hu is i am referrin to .. den u'll know lor .. i is wan n trying to help u lorh . but u is even urself cant even help de .. i already did a lot for u lerh .. my frenship wif alot of ppl all kena strained because of u .. now jia yin n fiona n delia towards me r lky enemies ler .. bcuz of u .. well .. maybe its my fault lor .. cuz i always nv help u when we r stead tt time .. ya .. now no stead .. being single lerh .. sort of happi n sad laa .. but .. its sort of mixing a lot of different kinds of fruits into a jug .. n mixing n shaking them altogether loh .. haiis .. nbm la .. that is how my feelins r lky lor .. lky wad i had said .. maybe wad mr sam said was rite .. i shldnt stead wif soo young people .. den i soo stupid n stead loh .. haii .. now c wad happen loh .. now is not only her who initiated the break up .. but even hates me to de core .. i reali dunno y she hates mi la .. but all i noe is when de time that we stead .. i had already done my best lerh .. i only can help u till this much .. but de rest is up to u le loh .. ok laa .. if u r de one reading this den u'll noe .. i cant say much lerh .. ok lor .. i also still nid 2 study lor .. i'll write till here .. bb ..